LoopDoes it matter if I bleed?
Does it matter if I cry?
Would any-person hear me from within?
Or would my fate be held tonight.
To see the one thats waiting for me to go to sleep,is like waiting for a disaster a disaster I will keep safely hidden away.
Another morning another failure,another falure that composes.Like a weight-less leaf in the wind,the disicions are made.
As I sleep again tonight I know that theres no escaping.Because after tonight it will start again.
Hurt is a curious thing it wants you to die.Yet everytime you struggle for help a part inside you dies.
Look around theres no one there and the only time that they are,is when your in trouble or if you were to get hit by a car.
Sweetheart I wish I could look you in the eyes and have you comfort me before I die inside.Sweet one I wish we could be together even if its not forever.
But yet I am wounded yet again in pain and agony without a friend.The times in my life when you were there those time in which I could never share and even if I dared to smile.
It would hurt be alive.Yes even if your there it still hurts.Even if you wanted me would that make it worse?Even though I'm in so much hurt do I dare to stand again?