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Darkest daysLost in youth is many things.The love that was once there has gone as if someone blew dirt into the wind.The once joyous days replaced with ones of forlorn and grief.Looking forward to a bright shining day is seemingly forbidden although I tried to stay optimistic towards life it seems as if there is always something or someone to weigh you down.There is some truth in these lies.As day by day goes on there really is not an excuse not to be sad.In the darkest of days there lies something within in us that stirs us and causes us to be sad.There is also an opposing force:the feeling of joy.Although for me this feeling is very weak compared to the sadness it still exists ,yet joy is dampened by the harder things in life.Things like school,my parents and my conflicting feelings.In my grief I want to cry out but of course whenever I do not many people hear.The wave of guilt and sorrow from the past overshadows me.What have I done so wrong that many people dislike me?What did I do
Stranger LoveI am not the sunlit wing-print
splayed out on the bedroom wall.
I am not the dark mass forming
in a corner of an airless hall.
I am not the viscous vengeance
where you sink your spinning wheels.
I am not the leaky bucket
hung up on your wishing well.
You are not my soul mate missing
wandering a winter's night.
You are not the sound of angels
singing by a candle's light.
You are not the rasp of fingers
fumbling with a hasp of steel.
You are not the tattered towel
soaking up the things I feel.
I am the oblivious child,
dancing where the wildflowers are.
You are my unwitting captive
lighting up a jelly jar.
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